My internet has been acting funny today (as is usually the case here) and I just lost the post i typed up because i forgot to copy it beforehand and forgot about blogger's autosave feature before ruining it with this fake update.

*sigh*

well, i don't have it in me to start over. Much of it was rambling anyway .... which is probably what you've come to expect from me, but i'm trying to get better about that.

I need to get off this computer now and do something productive with my day. I will have to come back sometime later on, hopefully when my internet is being a little better behaved. If that ever happens before I get back to the States.

So.... more, later. Can't say soon, because it's been forever since my last post and I didn't mean for that to happen. I've also not been catching up on other blogs as much lately. I'm just so darn sick of computers by the time I get home from work and my attention span is also shrinking after getting so drained every day... but hopefully soon.