One of the remarkable things about change is how when you're facing it, you learn so much about yourself, and you become both your best and your worst. At least I do. I've gotten stronger in my desire and followthrough about really talking to people about things I'd intended to for however long.. and I've gotten more aware of exactly how unable to healthfully handle stress I still am. Mostly, I think I'm getting better.. admittance and/or realization is the first step, eh? And I'm certainly realizing a lot these days.